i realized today how much i hate adult words. adult words like rent, cancer, credit card, wrinkle, daily planner, cell phone, root canal, student loans, 401k, 2 week paid vacation ...i could keep going.
i miss the simple times when the only words i paid attention to were...
this wonderful group, named elephant revival, is from a small and quirky town here in colorado, called Nederland....I have the pleasure of getting to see them perform this friday at the aggie in foco... i will keep you posted on how amazing i'm sure their sounds will be. their fiddler is quite fantastic.
the desire to see this state moved up after my recent backcountry trip where we made our dwellings in snow. yah, i liked it. and yah, i like snow and snow activities. and alaska is full of them! i'll have a post dedicated to this adventure later...lots o' fun. anysnow, back to alaska, i plan on making the long trip up north as soon as i graduate..i've already started making my itinerary.
as i've been researching my awesome alaska excursion, my ears have been delighted by the wonderful vocals of camera obscura and coincidentally enough on my grooveshark today they had a song called, alaska, that popped up..weird, eh. weird and fantastic, the best combination.
this could be the drugs talking..or not, i'm not quite sure actually but...i am tired. very simple and very true..i'm just tired with myself. when i say, "tired", i mean emotionally, physically, mentally, everything that encompasses "me"...i'm frustrated with myself for putting emphasis in areas that are not beneficial to me, but are detrimental. i'm tired of always doing what i say i'm not going to do or not doing what i always say i'm going to do. there is no consistency, no balance, no accountability in my life. i don't want to be "tired" anymore.